just need to relax, chill out and then come back to life where I left off, why is my life so stressful? some one cheer me up?

cried for the second time in school.

just having a bad time, want to drop chemistry and biology. because i hate my biology teacher and i’m dying in chemistry.

hatemylife.

So I had the boyfriend over and we had maxis and carte d’Or in bed and watched an idiot abroad and played solitare ignoring each other. then had cuddles.

suitably cheered up.

• Everyone at College seems to have no manners anymore. -they don’t cost a thing, cunt.
• Children who think they’re the shit. -you’re not, get off your high horse because I knock you off it.
• People moaning about their problems all the time. -you haven’t got it that bad, there is a simple solution, you just want to drag out the drama.
• People who moan and bitch because I hug my boyfriend and want to be close to him and tell me it makes them ‘sick’. - you’d do the same if you were me, it’s not like I have my tongue half way down his throat. p.s. go fuck yourself.
• Two faced, ugly on the inside, stuck up bitches. -grow up, just grow up.
• Boys who can’t handle having a female friend when they have a boyfriend. - I don’t want in your pants, but I’d like to be friends, it is that difficult?
• My utter inability to like people at the moment. - everything is getting under my skin and I hate everyone, humanity is vile.

‘hey, y’know Gabby is coming in for physiotherapy? on her knees? She’ll need to wear shorts.’

It’s freezing cold and pissing it down, yayy. ):

Cried in public for the first time in a very long time. Just can’t keep my emotions in check. I can’t even begin to describe how I felt, I hate crying in public, it’s embarrassing and I don’t feel showing weakness. But it made it okay, because I had someone to grab hold of me and cuddle me and kiss my hair until I stopped, while I was quietly wiping my face saying I need to calm down and was okay.

Just saying, I was not.